The World Is Too Much With Us…

It seems as if I just posted yesterday, but it has been almost a week. Where does the time go? Life gets in the way of writing sometimes, and then something else raises it’s ugly little head, or a squirrel runs past, or a kitten, or a turtle (as fast as it can run) and I am off on another tangent, and more time passes: substantially more time than I had anticipated, or remember later. I sometimes like to take a gander at this to remind myself that there are more important things than our daily, mundane tasks, that make us human:

The World Is Too Much With Us

William Wordsworth, 17701850

The world is too much with us; late and soon,
Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers;
Little we see in Nature that is ours;
We have given our hearts away, a sordid boon!
This Sea that bares her bosom to the moon;
The winds that will be howling at all hours,
And are up-gathered now like sleeping flowers,
For this, for everything, we are out of tune;
It moves us not.—Great God!  I’d rather be
A pagan suckled in a creed outworn;
So might I, standing on this pleasant lea,
Have glimpses that would make me less forlorn;
Have sight of Proteus rising from the sea;
Or hear old Triton blow his wreathèd horn.

I “borrowed” this from Poets.org, the web site of the Academy of American Poets. (Please note: This poem is in the public domain.) I have been getting their Poem-A-Day since its inception, and I highly recommend it. I won’t pretend I like every poem I get, but there are far more I do like than don’t, and I appreciate the efforts of anyone who writes poetry. It ain’t as easy as it looks, folks. A couple of good stanzas of poetry can take ten times the work of five pages of at least legible English prose. Anyway…

I went to the Poets.org web site yesterday, and I was so pleased to see that a gentleman I hold in very high regard had a quote on there, and that he is, well poo, I’ll just stick the pic I made for my Twitter friends here:

And as I told my Twitter friends, this is David sitting on the lap of some old fool circa 1994 or ’95, and I do believe we had been partaking of a wee bit of alcohol that evening before we were talked into posing for this. We are both much grayer, and we show a lot more scalp these days. Dr. David St. John is a scholar and a gentleman, and I, for one, am tickled to death he has attained the recognition he so richly deserves. He, Stephen Dobyns, Larry Levis, Heather McHugh,  Andrew Hudgins and Ellen Bryant Voight are a few of my favorite modern poets, and I got to meet them, spend time with them, get to know them, along with prose authors Bob Shacochis, Michael Martone, Barry Hannah and Erin McGraw. There were others, too, wonderful people, but these people had the most impact on me, personally. I treasure the time I spent with them in New Harmony. They are all a joy to be around, and excellent teachers and mentors. I do still dabble on occasion. I will likely put up some of my favorites eventually, including the one about shooting snapping turtles (For sweet Ruby’s sake don’t tell Harold!), which I workshopped with David, that got published! He told me to go for it. Thank you David.

I also got to meet and spend time with one David Broza. This David likes to take poems, old classics and modern ones that catch his attention, and set them to music. He was a frequent “Visiting Artist” at Ropewalk Writers’ Retreat (aside from being a World Renowned Artist).

The particular example I am about to give you is an anomaly. David wrote the music first, and asked Matthew Graham, who was also once a friend and mentor of mine, to write the lyrics for his tune. It never fails to choke me up. I sort of knew my life back then was headed in this direction. It is one of the most touching and “complete” songs I have ever heard. I would not change one thing. So far as I know it is the only “lyric” Matthew has ever written. He should write more I think.

My stepson Zach (a fine guitarist himself) and David.

Ellen with one of her pre-reading G&Ts.  She required two. Or three. She said it made the words roll off of her tongue easier.

Ellen, Heather and Stephen enjoying someone else’s reading.

Bob, Barry, and the old fool getting his book signed.

Andrew, well, being Andrew, and Erin smiling none-the-less.

Ah well. Those days are gone. Remember, and cherish: that is all that is left to me now. I’ll be back later to tell you about how “the world was too much with me” the last few days. I think I need to go pull a few books out of my cupboard that I have not read in far too long. All are worth rereading, as are the things they said to me when they signed them. I need some encouragement, some proof of my own worth as a writer of sorts. I hope my lack of production these past few years does not indicate a lack of appreciation for what they taught me. The fact that I stopped writing, or stopped submitting might be more accurate, was entirely my own fault. Or was it the world’s fault? I choose option 3: All of the above. Life is complicated.

Loon Pics And Other Stuff

Okay, I am finally going to stick these up here. A week late. Sean and I swapped boats. Did I mention that? I am old and I forget. Here is what I feel like in Sean’s boat, that is just like my poor, departed, cherished yellow boat:

Just wanted to know if I could still do it. No I am not urinating. That I will not try anymore. I’m old. The JBL waterproof speaker system. A necessary part of my gear. And believe it or not, the birds and the animals like it and stay put, or come out, as I pass by. Canoes just suck. NOT!!!And this is one reason why we like to go around 4:00 PM and paddle until it gets dark. Plus the birds and animals get very active at twilight, and the fish, too. The schools of small minnows come up and make the surface of the water sparkle with their synchronous movements. They do not mind very much if you lift your paddle and glide through them. More on animals at a later date. I have soooo many pictures to sort through.    The difference between technologies, like day and night, so to speak, together in the same twilight dream world as we wend on our separate ways.But here I fear in the northern hemisphere, there is no Southern Cross, just the boats, the twilight, the music, the lake creatures, my eldest son, and me.

It is enough.

Date Night for Harold

Harold has brought it to my attention that I have not told you much about him lately, and that his first liaison with a member of the opposite sex this year is big news. We have already seen quite a few turtles, which must be due to the warm winter and spring we’ve had, because we usually don’t see many until late June. They started showing up outside looking for the red plates with their bananas around the first of June this year, and we were caught unprepared with the red plates still in the storage box on the patio, and no bananas at hand. On her next trip to the store Lisa took care of the “Yes, we have no bananas!” situation. I got the red plastic plates out of the box and washed them, cut a banana in half, peeled them and put one piece on each plate and set them out in the feeding area.The turtles have been most grateful and have taken advantage. So far this year, however, the only ones we had seen were males, with bright red or orange eyes, flashy markings on their heads, very colorful scales on their legs, and concave plastrons.

No brown-eyed, flat bellied demure ladies had appeared, except maybe one I didn’t go out to check because Harold’s mommy was home, and she doesn’t like it when he has lady visitors. That changed last Sunday shortly before noon, just as we were getting ready to go out the door to meet my new grandnephews at my sister’s house.

Harold started banging around in his back window, so Lisa went to check on him and yelled to me, “There’s a turtle out there! Harold wants you to go out and check it to see if it’s a girl!” So I did, and it was. I recognized her as one of Harold’s former paramours from previous years, by a notch broken out of the right side front edge of her carapace. I brought her in and set her down on the floor. She never had drawn in and closed her shell, so she was obviously familiar with me and her surroundings. She looked around a bit, then walked over to peak through the pots at Harold. He had no idea she was there, though he did kind of look over his shoulders a bit, as if he were puzzled. Lisa asked, “Are you going to leave her in here.”

My response: “Well, yes. If you didn’t want me to, why did you tell me to go look?”

“Well…” she said. “I guess if I’m not here it will be okay. Are you sure they’ll be okay?”

“If she doesn’t flip him upside down, and he doesn’t lay there waiting for me to help him flip back over, sure.”

“Well, okay then.” And out the door we went at around 11:45.

When we got home a little after 4:00 Harold was still “waving his hands in the air like he just don’t care.” Typical turtle mating time is about three hours. And it looks rather ridiculously comical…She must really like him. She had his toenails clamped, and she was not letting go. They were still playing leap-frog when we headed for bed. Needless to say, they slept in.

Monday morning she was sitting behind Lisa’s end table, staring at Harold’s back. He was sitting in front of the air filter intake about two feet in front of her. I picked her up and moved her to the courtyard of Harold’s Enclave, and then I prepared breakfast for her: banana, meal worms, grapes, lettuce and whole wheat bread. She just looked at it. A short while later the cats came in for their milk and kibble/Friskie’s mixed gourmet breakfast. When they encountered her they backed-off and stared. This surprised me greatly, because they are quite used to Harold, and he to them, and they get along fine. They play all around him and sit on his hut and accidentally step in his hot tub, but he doesn’t blink an eye or move an inch, unless they almost kick him in the face. Basically they leave each other alone. He does like to watch them, but preferably when they’re outside.  The kittens however did not know what to think of her. This was not their turtle! She didn’t mind them. The only time she ever pulled her head in during her entire stay was when Harold was tapping and biting at her shell while trying to woo her. She ignored the kittens. Harold finally came to life after the kittens were done eating. He came out from behind Lisa’s chair and “darted” past the open patio door, as always, went straight to his “hot tub” and jumped in. He sat for a few minutes, eyeballing his girlfriend, then lumberously crawled out slopping water everywhere, went to his north side window, plopped down, yawned, and started watching for lizards on the neighbor’s foundation blocks. He likes to watch lizards, and squirrels, and raccoons, and birds, and kittens… The lawn care guys scare him.

At any rate, it was obvious Harold’s lady friend was not hungry, Harold was tired, and Lisa said that the lady friend should be on her way before they recovered because there would be no hanky-panky or hand waving while she was there. I accordingly escorted her to the edge of the woods and set her down. After looking over her shoulder longingly at the patio door for a few moments, she went on her way. She was Harold’s very first ever “over-night guest.” I believe they both had a very nice time, and the way she was looking back at the door I expect we will see her again, soon.

The Saga of the Yellow Boat

Sound, please!

https://youtu.be/_2e2kC-geMI

For those who may have wondered about how the little yellow boat I keep referring to was lost, it was kind of like this…

Right click link and select “Open Link in New Tab : http://www.tristatehomepage.com/news/video/water-rescue-on-pigeon-creek_20170503020337/705235866

Please do not go out on flooded creeks if you aren’t an accomplished paddler who knows the dangers of paddling in flood waters, and even then, if you look away for one second you can find yourself in trouble very, very quickly. And no, I was not hugging the log. I was sitting on it quite comfortably talking to 911 on my cell phone IN ITS WATERPROOF BAG hung around my neck. (Don’t forget your phone, and make sure it is fully charged when you set out.) And it was more like two hours before they were able to locate me. If you do go out there, watch for every nuance that indicates something ahead of you in the water, and check behind you too. Logs coming down the creek behind you are moving faster than you. I’m pretty sure that’s what got me, or a river monster bumped me while I was leaning over for my water bottle that had fallen out of its holder. I towed my boat behind me for twenty minutes swimming to get to shallow water, and then I saw we were going to be swept into a log over which water was pouring, and I knew I could be crushed between the boat and the log, or sucked underneath the log with the boat. I got on the back side of her, kissed her goodbye, let her go, and as she was sucked under I grabbed onto the log, HELD on until I could free my right leg from the current trying to suck me under with her, hooked my leg over the log and hauled myself up. Then it was a matter of sitting butt deep in cold water for two hours waiting. I did manage to hang onto my dry bag and my paddle. The rescue squad ended up with my paddle. They forgot to take it out of the raft, and I told them if they could use it, please keep it.

https://youtu.be/9epgm4R2c8k

I hope to have my replacement boat the first part of August. People wanted me to promise I would never go out on flood waters again in this new boat. I told them I could not make that promise, but if I do, I will be wearing my life jacket. I might not have lost my canoe if I had been. I would have been able to come up under it and lift it over my head into the air, flip it and climb back in. Ah well. Hindsight is 20/20 vision.

The world seems at peace on Sunday mornings…

There is something about getting up at 5:00 on Sunday mornings, to watch the sun come up, listen to the birds in full throated joy, sip my Gevalia Columbia and smoke my pipe. Peaceful, joyful, idyllic: words alone cannot touch it. The feeling washes over me and permeates my body and brain. The only other time I am this relaxed is when I am in one of my boats on a lake or creek at sunset. The whole world seems to be at peace for once, unlike most other times of the day, and most other settings.

At any rate, Harold, the cats and I have been listening to the birds while the cats had their breakfast and we all had a wonderful morning. I moved the bowls even further into the room, and they are getting very, very comfortable coming in and out.

I suppose I will contact the humane society this week to find out when I can bring them in. It will not be a happy day for me or Lisa, but it will be best for them.

We have to go to my sister’s house today to meet our two new grand nephews. That should be fun. Babies are good for the soul.

I’m hoping Clark and I may be able to get on the lake later this afternoon. shortly before dusk. We’ll see.

Should’a, would’a, could’a… Or not.

Just goes to show you, my intuition told me several times I should read my “Horrorscope” and look at my Tarot card, number and I-Ching hexagram for the day. I did not do it, until just now. “Sigh……” I could have saved myself some grief…

“Horrorscope”

Taurus

You’re willing to cooperate with others today, but only to a certain point. Although you carefully state your preferences and draw your boundaries, people still might want to push you further than you’re willing to go. Unfortunately, your frustration can get in the way of a pleasant day, especially if you give in to someone else’s wishes just to maintain the peace. It may be better in the long run to spend some time alone so you don’t negotiate away your self-esteem. Remember, even the nicest people have their limits.

Tarot Card

Fancy this being the card/deck selection today: A kitty of all things!

The Hanged Man

July 1st, 2017

The Hanged Man usually indicates a lack of ability to help oneself through independent action. The energy is arrested and awaiting judgment. With this card, there is no avenue for the will to regain control until the situation has passed.

This represents a good time to be philosophical, to study and meditate upon the position you find yourself in, and to form resolutions for the moment you become free again. Only those who possess wisdom, patience, and optimism will be able to see through limitations, including possible humiliation, to grasp the inspiring lesson one can gain from such an experience.

There’s something you still need to know.

Number

Two

July 1st, 2017

KNOWING WITHOUT KNOWING

Intuition sometimes feels unsettling. You know something without knowing why. It’s easy to doubt both this knowledge and yourself, especially if it concerns issues that could have a long-term impact on your life. You are likely to face just such a situation today. If so, the advice is to go with your gut.

This is the first 2 day in a 1 month. The ambitious 1 should inspire you to move forward all month. However, the influence of today’s sensitive, gentle 2 is even stronger. This lends a heightened awareness of the subtle signs around you that can help smooth egos as well as obstacles. Just be aware of its tendency to be a little emotional, and sometimes quick to overreact.

The evening will likely put you in a more stable mood. Romance is favored.

(At least there’s hope for some sort of good outcome!)

Hexagram

8: Holding Together

July 1st, 2017

Holding together brings success. But high-level teamwork is achieved only when the right players on the right team share a clear goal at the right time. A team forms its relationships in a delicate manner; chemistry is brewed in the vat of shared experiences. Latecomers cannot share the same depth of union as earlier members. Whole-hearted commitment is required for team success.

All successful teams have a shared vision and a leader. If a team’s leadership is up to the challenge, the team will prosper. In personal and business affairs, just as in basketball, it is hard to win without a strong center.

Accept the structure of the team or partnership if you wish to receive its benefits — otherwise go off on your own. In holding together with others, cling to your own principles, but be willing to subordinate your personal desires for the good of the group. Perhaps you are contemplating becoming a leader of some group; remember that to become the center of influence binding people together is not only a considerable challenge but a serious responsibility. Assess yourself carefully first to see if you are up to the task. If not, it would be better not to commit rather than to go forward without proper preparation.

So there you go. If I had looked at these earlier it is possible I may have altered my schedule and itinerary. I spent most of my day while not doing chores with these guys, trying to further inure them to my benign presence.

They are irisistable. I rest my case. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll get around to those Loon pics from Thursday. But these guys are hard to ignore. Harold, on the other-hand, is not impressed.

The obvious…

Didn’t make it back. You figured that out, though, yes? I will try to post the Loon trip later. I did just put up chapter three of Harold’s Room. Hopefully that will hold you over until I get my chores done. Harold, the kittens and I are listening to this while “we” work:

Here’s the full album if you would care to listen along with us.

Herbie’s projects are always interesting and enjoyable with wonderful guest artists.